07.Sep.14, 04:19 AM
22.04.235
My life is over.
It's been exactly twenty-four hours since Z'ia sent me away. I don't think I can keep convincing myself that he needs time or that we can be one again. He's upset and hurt. I'm to blame of course since I was careless after my one and only time with another man. It doesn't matter that it happened from a flight. It's still a betrayal in Z'ia's eyes. I'm not sure if the fact that it was R'nya makes this better for Z'ia either.
I have to tell R'nya still. And Kally. She's come by a few times but I won't see her. I don't know what to say. I'd better think of something soon though since I know her and she'll be wandering in soon and getting me talk
I don't want to talk. Just cry.
What happened to my fairy tale ending?
My life is over.
It's been exactly twenty-four hours since Z'ia sent me away. I don't think I can keep convincing myself that he needs time or that we can be one again. He's upset and hurt. I'm to blame of course since I was careless after my one and only time with another man. It doesn't matter that it happened from a flight. It's still a betrayal in Z'ia's eyes. I'm not sure if the fact that it was R'nya makes this better for Z'ia either.
I have to tell R'nya still. And Kally. She's come by a few times but I won't see her. I don't know what to say. I'd better think of something soon though since I know her and she'll be wandering in soon and getting me talk
I don't want to talk. Just cry.
What happened to my fairy tale ending?