15.Feb.21, 04:03 AM
D'nei hiccupped through another sob as he took a shaky breath. Would it help? He didn't know. He wasn't sure why Cassie thought it would, maybe his dragon was just grasping at straws and tossing anything out just so he could have his precious cuddle time with some green. No, no! I know you like touching even if you don't like the other stuff! Just take a few more breaths, try talking to him. I will be right here, I am not going anywhere. To punctuate the point he gave Halomirth another gentle and reassuring nuzzle, because he didn't want her to feel like this was her fault either and he wanted to try to help feed as much of his own contentment to his rider as he could.
After another shaky breath, D'nei realized that he hadn't answered the other man's question and he grimaced, apologizing again. "Sorry... I'm handling this terribly and it's not your fault that it's wrong." He cringed again, sure that F'drel would likely take that as some sort of insult. "Not wrong for you... nevermind." He heard Casnovath starting to count again in his head and he tried taking a few more breaths as he tried to pretend that nothing had happened. Maybe if he could focus on talking he could ignore how wrong it felt that his dick was still uncomfortably hard. "I don't know what would help. I hate this. This... this was never anything I was interested in and now I can't get my body to do anything normal and... I did things and I just-"
He stifled another sob with a frustrated growl, hating how awful he felt and the fact that he was putting this all on display in front of a stranger. D'nei tried to focus on his breathing again, tried to stop fighting Casnovath's attempts to help him calm down. After a few more moments that felt entirely too long he meekly said with his face still muffled and hidden, "You must think I'm an idiot."
After another shaky breath, D'nei realized that he hadn't answered the other man's question and he grimaced, apologizing again. "Sorry... I'm handling this terribly and it's not your fault that it's wrong." He cringed again, sure that F'drel would likely take that as some sort of insult. "Not wrong for you... nevermind." He heard Casnovath starting to count again in his head and he tried taking a few more breaths as he tried to pretend that nothing had happened. Maybe if he could focus on talking he could ignore how wrong it felt that his dick was still uncomfortably hard. "I don't know what would help. I hate this. This... this was never anything I was interested in and now I can't get my body to do anything normal and... I did things and I just-"
He stifled another sob with a frustrated growl, hating how awful he felt and the fact that he was putting this all on display in front of a stranger. D'nei tried to focus on his breathing again, tried to stop fighting Casnovath's attempts to help him calm down. After a few more moments that felt entirely too long he meekly said with his face still muffled and hidden, "You must think I'm an idiot."