27.Oct.16, 03:14 PM
I've made friends!
Even writing it down doesn't make it seem more real, more true but it is. One of them is another who was taken away from her home as well. She seems quieter than me but also more accepting of the whole business as well. Even if I'm not...
Who cares? hmm?
All I really know is that I'm able to forget, able to find myself happy again. It is a small thing; really it is. Even if I'm not sure that it even makes sense. I feel guilty at times but I won't forget how kind she has been to me or how much fun I end up having when its the three of us.
Although...
How I ended up calling a rider a friend is beyond me!
I was so angry! I still am really. But now I'm trying to understand a little more and be a little more accepting about everything that has happened. It was wrong to be so upset with everyone - although I'll never be happy about being taken in the first place. However, being able to forget and be a little wild and mischievous is a boon I never expected.
I've so much to be thankful for in terms of my good fortune to find friends like this.
Farnath knows I need them right now.
Even writing it down doesn't make it seem more real, more true but it is. One of them is another who was taken away from her home as well. She seems quieter than me but also more accepting of the whole business as well. Even if I'm not...
Who cares? hmm?
All I really know is that I'm able to forget, able to find myself happy again. It is a small thing; really it is. Even if I'm not sure that it even makes sense. I feel guilty at times but I won't forget how kind she has been to me or how much fun I end up having when its the three of us.
Although...
How I ended up calling a rider a friend is beyond me!
I was so angry! I still am really. But now I'm trying to understand a little more and be a little more accepting about everything that has happened. It was wrong to be so upset with everyone - although I'll never be happy about being taken in the first place. However, being able to forget and be a little wild and mischievous is a boon I never expected.
I've so much to be thankful for in terms of my good fortune to find friends like this.
Farnath knows I need them right now.