25.Dec.23, 05:09 AM
Egg Gold - Envy:
Wynera was deep in thought as she walked away from the gold egg so she could stand off to the side and out of the way. As soon as she felt the presence brush her mind, it had been one of curiosity, but then it quickly targeted her thoughts of her siblings and how envious she could be over aspects of their lives. Then just as quickly, she was dismissed, as if the gold was disgusted with her.
It wasn't that she lived with envy in her heart! She was simply still figuring out who she was while slowly starting to get a taste of that freedom her siblings always seemed to have from the get-go. Wynera also used them as guidelines for what she might like, but she didn't let it rule every aspect of her life, so the dismissal of the gold dragonet stung a bit. Although she supposed a goldrider had to be confident in who she was and what she did, both things Wynera knew she was only starting to get a handle on herself.
Maybe she was just afraid to be herself, especially given how so many people still saw her as if she was twelve and pure. Orgailian and Mylorah fighting a bluerider because he called her a whore proved that. She quickly covered her mouth with a hand before she laughed at how ridiculous it all was. Maybe, if she didn't Impress here, she'd make a trip to Igen Weyr and ask A'tay how he dealt with overcoming perceptions and going after what he wanted. K'dar would be a good one to talk with as well as she had seen his own changes and embracing who he was over the last couple of years. She also didn't think either would judge or tease her as she tried to work through everything on her mind.
One thing she did know was that she didn't want to make Mylorah worry if she continued to stand aside and not Touch more eggs. Besides, even the negative interactions still could be useful and Wynera liked meeting as many of the dragonets as she could. So off she went to do just that.
Wynera was deep in thought as she walked away from the gold egg so she could stand off to the side and out of the way. As soon as she felt the presence brush her mind, it had been one of curiosity, but then it quickly targeted her thoughts of her siblings and how envious she could be over aspects of their lives. Then just as quickly, she was dismissed, as if the gold was disgusted with her.
It wasn't that she lived with envy in her heart! She was simply still figuring out who she was while slowly starting to get a taste of that freedom her siblings always seemed to have from the get-go. Wynera also used them as guidelines for what she might like, but she didn't let it rule every aspect of her life, so the dismissal of the gold dragonet stung a bit. Although she supposed a goldrider had to be confident in who she was and what she did, both things Wynera knew she was only starting to get a handle on herself.
Maybe she was just afraid to be herself, especially given how so many people still saw her as if she was twelve and pure. Orgailian and Mylorah fighting a bluerider because he called her a whore proved that. She quickly covered her mouth with a hand before she laughed at how ridiculous it all was. Maybe, if she didn't Impress here, she'd make a trip to Igen Weyr and ask A'tay how he dealt with overcoming perceptions and going after what he wanted. K'dar would be a good one to talk with as well as she had seen his own changes and embracing who he was over the last couple of years. She also didn't think either would judge or tease her as she tried to work through everything on her mind.
One thing she did know was that she didn't want to make Mylorah worry if she continued to stand aside and not Touch more eggs. Besides, even the negative interactions still could be useful and Wynera liked meeting as many of the dragonets as she could. So off she went to do just that.