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10.May.22, 02:25 AM
Cazan tried to think reassuring thoughts to Sir as he kept vigil atop Mount T'ryn, but quickly realized she was being ignored until the little bronze had decided for himself things were safe, which probably meant he would be attacking or at least menacing someone or something in the near future. That wasn't worth releasing her hold on her mate though as she tried not to just drown in the guilt she felt.
Even T'ryn's reassurance that it was okay didn't do too much to sooth her. She nodded, taking advantage of the mention of their children to try and steady her voice a bit more. "I figured that's where they were. I would have checked there after I finished my work. And if they weren't there I would have checked with your family after that." Still, he hated that he felt so uncomfortable that he panicked and left in the first place. "I hate that you left because you were panicking. I'd rather you left because you were bored and the flight was taking forever." She sighed and thunked her head gently against him in frustration. "I love you so much, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable just because our dragons... do things." And those things were frustratingly not with each other. She didn't exactly wish Syrendryth would change his mind about Bedith, but she did admit it would have made some things so much more convenient for them.
She'd have to actually talk about the root of her guilt eventually though. Cazan was not used to having this much and she couldn't stand it. "I did enjoy myself, and I was safe. But I kept thinking about you too and I'm pretty sure you wouldn't have wanted to join in at all and it was a dumb idea but I just... I feel bad for enjoying it so much. Oh and I still have to get Kor'is and Taith to take me out on a ride later. Please don't let me get distracted and forget that." That was definitely that last thing she needed. "I missed you so much... and hey. At least Malvayth seems to like variety with her prizes so hopefully he won't win again?" Cazan honestly had no idea if that particular trend would continue, but was desperately hoping that would be the case.
With another frustrated sigh she turned and steered them to the bed so they could at least sit down while she almost desperately continued to cling to him. "Sorry, I know you said it's okay already I just worry so much about you. I don't want you to get upset and leave because I did something." Cazan didn't bother to clarify that she meant forever and not just on a short trip, it felt like it would be a curse almost to say it aloud, something best to never say because it was too terrifying to even think about. It felt like some sort of silly holder superstition and not something that would concern a proper dragonrider so she apologized again. "I'm sorry if this is silly and ridiculous." Annoyed with his watch tower being lowered, Sir at least took off to land atop a cabinet to stalk around on.
Even T'ryn's reassurance that it was okay didn't do too much to sooth her. She nodded, taking advantage of the mention of their children to try and steady her voice a bit more. "I figured that's where they were. I would have checked there after I finished my work. And if they weren't there I would have checked with your family after that." Still, he hated that he felt so uncomfortable that he panicked and left in the first place. "I hate that you left because you were panicking. I'd rather you left because you were bored and the flight was taking forever." She sighed and thunked her head gently against him in frustration. "I love you so much, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable just because our dragons... do things." And those things were frustratingly not with each other. She didn't exactly wish Syrendryth would change his mind about Bedith, but she did admit it would have made some things so much more convenient for them.
She'd have to actually talk about the root of her guilt eventually though. Cazan was not used to having this much and she couldn't stand it. "I did enjoy myself, and I was safe. But I kept thinking about you too and I'm pretty sure you wouldn't have wanted to join in at all and it was a dumb idea but I just... I feel bad for enjoying it so much. Oh and I still have to get Kor'is and Taith to take me out on a ride later. Please don't let me get distracted and forget that." That was definitely that last thing she needed. "I missed you so much... and hey. At least Malvayth seems to like variety with her prizes so hopefully he won't win again?" Cazan honestly had no idea if that particular trend would continue, but was desperately hoping that would be the case.
With another frustrated sigh she turned and steered them to the bed so they could at least sit down while she almost desperately continued to cling to him. "Sorry, I know you said it's okay already I just worry so much about you. I don't want you to get upset and leave because I did something." Cazan didn't bother to clarify that she meant forever and not just on a short trip, it felt like it would be a curse almost to say it aloud, something best to never say because it was too terrifying to even think about. It felt like some sort of silly holder superstition and not something that would concern a proper dragonrider so she apologized again. "I'm sorry if this is silly and ridiculous." Annoyed with his watch tower being lowered, Sir at least took off to land atop a cabinet to stalk around on.
