04.Sep.13, 05:22 AM
"I don't think they would be happy to learn I am alive, it's all so difficult." Arddra realized by the time anybody realized she wasn't coming back her husband probably would have died. clenching her jaw she forcefully shoved that train of thought away. She still had nightmares fueled by her feelings of guilt.
"Nothing I can do about it sort of something very violent and unbecoming a woman and I am not that sort of person." Arddra was no mat for people to walk all over but she didn't like violence. Yelling and raised fists frightened her but she had more than enough inner strength she would stand her ground if she wanted to. She just wasn't the short to lash out except in very rare situations.
"I have seen the look on many candidates at the moment Impression was made..I have never seen that sort of wondrous bliss and completeness." Even seeing the look in a woman's eyes when she looks at her newborn child wasn't the same. Arddra was quite positive there was nothing like Impressing a dragon. Maybe a firelizard was a pale comparison. "I can't see anybody refusing a dragon once they make that connection."
Arddra smiled at the young man, glad he was old enough she didn't feel the pain she did every time she saw a newborn or a toddler. It was the one biggest sadness in her life, she never had a child and it wasn't for the lack of trying.
"Right, lets get cleaning. Together we can get it done in no time and the pie will be ready. We can sample it together and enjoy the fruit of our labors." Arddra declared, moving towards the hearth and pushed the kettle of water closer to the flames. She then started gathering dirty dishes into one of the smaller sinks.
"Nothing I can do about it sort of something very violent and unbecoming a woman and I am not that sort of person." Arddra was no mat for people to walk all over but she didn't like violence. Yelling and raised fists frightened her but she had more than enough inner strength she would stand her ground if she wanted to. She just wasn't the short to lash out except in very rare situations.
"I have seen the look on many candidates at the moment Impression was made..I have never seen that sort of wondrous bliss and completeness." Even seeing the look in a woman's eyes when she looks at her newborn child wasn't the same. Arddra was quite positive there was nothing like Impressing a dragon. Maybe a firelizard was a pale comparison. "I can't see anybody refusing a dragon once they make that connection."
Arddra smiled at the young man, glad he was old enough she didn't feel the pain she did every time she saw a newborn or a toddler. It was the one biggest sadness in her life, she never had a child and it wasn't for the lack of trying.
"Right, lets get cleaning. Together we can get it done in no time and the pie will be ready. We can sample it together and enjoy the fruit of our labors." Arddra declared, moving towards the hearth and pushed the kettle of water closer to the flames. She then started gathering dirty dishes into one of the smaller sinks.