03.Sep.22, 02:20 PM
“I hope you never have to find out. It’s awful, Zelly. Dareji and I weren’t that close and it still feels like I have a hole in my chest. Before I Impressed, my name was always shortened to Rain—Ranedaren, if I never told you. I found it odd being called R’dare pretty much until I graduated but I’m happy Kadaisicalth chose it now.” His name would help keep his sister alive, even if only to him. Maybe he could also honour her memory by asking Casa to teach him a little of what she knew when it came to herbs. It wouldn’t be anything near what Dareji had learned or how she wanted to help people, but he’d be better equipped if the attacks continued.
At Zelana’s offer for blowjobs when she was healthier, R’dare found himself laughing again. She was already helping him more than she realised and he placed a kiss atop her head. “Sometimes I swear you and Casa are the same person. Comfort sex and oral are her go-to choices as well. Not that I mind! Usually. Can’t be in too low of a place or it feels like pity sex or you’re too consumed by the grief to have a sexy thought regardless of the person in front of you.” Casa had tried after a couple of months of his moping after his dad’s death and that had been the right time for him. He knew he had been in a slump and he and Kadaisicalth had been a little worried about him. It really made him see how important friends were and it was a reminder to watch how deep he sank this time.
“Anyway, I’ll tell R’dal about the cuddle offer. I know he’ll see it as helping both of us so expect him soon. But don’t expect to wheedle anything else out of him like you did with Zory. I still can’t believe you managed something!” R’dare laughed even as he pouted. Zelly was his strongest competition for collecting all the R’nd Kids and she had pulled far ahead of him now by getting A’tay (obviously), K’dar, and Zoremet--whom he had but she shouldn’t! “It should be a half mark.” He was clearly teasing and enjoying the distraction that it was from both of their pains.
At Zelana’s offer for blowjobs when she was healthier, R’dare found himself laughing again. She was already helping him more than she realised and he placed a kiss atop her head. “Sometimes I swear you and Casa are the same person. Comfort sex and oral are her go-to choices as well. Not that I mind! Usually. Can’t be in too low of a place or it feels like pity sex or you’re too consumed by the grief to have a sexy thought regardless of the person in front of you.” Casa had tried after a couple of months of his moping after his dad’s death and that had been the right time for him. He knew he had been in a slump and he and Kadaisicalth had been a little worried about him. It really made him see how important friends were and it was a reminder to watch how deep he sank this time.
“Anyway, I’ll tell R’dal about the cuddle offer. I know he’ll see it as helping both of us so expect him soon. But don’t expect to wheedle anything else out of him like you did with Zory. I still can’t believe you managed something!” R’dare laughed even as he pouted. Zelly was his strongest competition for collecting all the R’nd Kids and she had pulled far ahead of him now by getting A’tay (obviously), K’dar, and Zoremet--whom he had but she shouldn’t! “It should be a half mark.” He was clearly teasing and enjoying the distraction that it was from both of their pains.