10.May.22, 03:40 AM
He let Cazan speak without interruption, sensing she needed to get it all out before she burst from the guilt. He was skilled at bottling it up and living with it, even sometimes letting it guide him in decisions. Sometimes that left him doing something stupid and the cycle of guilt began again. Leaving kind of counted as part of that cycle but he was going to break the pattern and follow Cazan's lead and talk about it. After reassuring her there was nothing to fear.
He also let her talk because his mind was stuck at how she was still thinking about him during sex and wished he would join them. He had never thought about that sibling in such a way but working together for his mate's pleasure was something to consider as it potentially aligned with other ideas to ease the guilt.
They settled on the bed, still wrapped around each other, and T'ryn thought this alone spike to what they meant to each other. They loved one another and found strength and comfort in their embrace. Nothing could harm them when they were together. But talking was also important in their relationship. "I left because I'm a dramatic idiot. I was jealous and worried because my attractive and clever younger brother was with you. I worried you would prefer him to me and then I was mad at myself for being jealous because it's a Flight."
There was still so much more to bring up but where did he start? With the easy part. "I love you so much as well, and I'll only leave you if you ask me to." It would be one of the hardest things he would ever do, but if Cazan no longer loved him and wanted him out of her life, he would do it. Maybe not without questions, but he would do as she wanted in the end.
"I need to tell you about where I went. What I did," T'ryn ran a hand through his hair in a nervous gesture he didn't do often. He sighed when he saw the slight tremor that was brought on by high emotions thanks to the poisonous muffin. He would do it all again, however, since it meant Cazan never did. "I went to Fort and ended up seeing M'quel. I figured her eternal perky attitude would help distract me. We chatted for a bit and then... we were kissing and... more. At the lake. I'm so sorry. You're probably going to hear gossip about it and I need to warn Mulrissa as well since our dragons are mated and I may have embarrassed her along with you." It was his turn to wallow in guilt as he let go of Cazan and leaned forward, elbows on his thighs, and hands holding his head.
He sat back up so he could face Cazan and her judgement now that the secret was out and just details and ideas were left. "It wasn't planned but I did enjoy it. And it helped me realise I really am okay with you and A'tay. Flight or not." How could he be anything else when he was yet again banging someone his brother was interested in?
He also let her talk because his mind was stuck at how she was still thinking about him during sex and wished he would join them. He had never thought about that sibling in such a way but working together for his mate's pleasure was something to consider as it potentially aligned with other ideas to ease the guilt.
They settled on the bed, still wrapped around each other, and T'ryn thought this alone spike to what they meant to each other. They loved one another and found strength and comfort in their embrace. Nothing could harm them when they were together. But talking was also important in their relationship. "I left because I'm a dramatic idiot. I was jealous and worried because my attractive and clever younger brother was with you. I worried you would prefer him to me and then I was mad at myself for being jealous because it's a Flight."
There was still so much more to bring up but where did he start? With the easy part. "I love you so much as well, and I'll only leave you if you ask me to." It would be one of the hardest things he would ever do, but if Cazan no longer loved him and wanted him out of her life, he would do it. Maybe not without questions, but he would do as she wanted in the end.
"I need to tell you about where I went. What I did," T'ryn ran a hand through his hair in a nervous gesture he didn't do often. He sighed when he saw the slight tremor that was brought on by high emotions thanks to the poisonous muffin. He would do it all again, however, since it meant Cazan never did. "I went to Fort and ended up seeing M'quel. I figured her eternal perky attitude would help distract me. We chatted for a bit and then... we were kissing and... more. At the lake. I'm so sorry. You're probably going to hear gossip about it and I need to warn Mulrissa as well since our dragons are mated and I may have embarrassed her along with you." It was his turn to wallow in guilt as he let go of Cazan and leaned forward, elbows on his thighs, and hands holding his head.
He sat back up so he could face Cazan and her judgement now that the secret was out and just details and ideas were left. "It wasn't planned but I did enjoy it. And it helped me realise I really am okay with you and A'tay. Flight or not." How could he be anything else when he was yet again banging someone his brother was interested in?