15.Apr.18, 06:47 AM
She had trouble with the naturally happier and more open individuals that she seemed to find herself meeting up with and spending time with, at one point Kahleena had doubted her own ability to handle the role of weyrwoman and it hadn't - even now - entirely faded away. What she did know with complete certainty was that she wouldn't allow anyone to see even the barest suggestion of doubt "Thank you, I-- oh Mulrissa, umm yes, I decided that I could afford to let some things linger a little longer" it would also give her an ideal excuse to make an exit if she found herself unable to cope They all just want to be friendly. That's a good thing! it wasn't really a supportive reminder but far more about reminding Kahleena that she wasn't surrounded by the enemy or anything as dramatic as that.
Kahleena still had some trouble with the past and being kidnapped, stolen from her home and the life she would have had. Eventually, she might have might even by now have been a mother but she hadn't quickened - that she'd known about - since before she had been taken. So, perhaps, in the end, it had been a good thing that her husband had been free to marry someone else "You've really outdone yourself with everything. It might be an idea to have more gatherings like this" an effort perhaps with everything else going on but she wanted to make it clear she was open and on board with the ideas that others had. She didn't want to have anyone in her weyr to find themselves dealing with someone too rigid and close-minded. Faranth knew there was already enough of that out there.
Not surprised that others needed her time and attention, Kahleena was able to eventually claim the seat that had been offered to her beforehand and settling into place to make herself as comfortable as she could.
Kahleena still had some trouble with the past and being kidnapped, stolen from her home and the life she would have had. Eventually, she might have might even by now have been a mother but she hadn't quickened - that she'd known about - since before she had been taken. So, perhaps, in the end, it had been a good thing that her husband had been free to marry someone else "You've really outdone yourself with everything. It might be an idea to have more gatherings like this" an effort perhaps with everything else going on but she wanted to make it clear she was open and on board with the ideas that others had. She didn't want to have anyone in her weyr to find themselves dealing with someone too rigid and close-minded. Faranth knew there was already enough of that out there.
Not surprised that others needed her time and attention, Kahleena was able to eventually claim the seat that had been offered to her beforehand and settling into place to make herself as comfortable as she could.