03.Dec.16, 02:20 AM
Suddenly, Rhaedalyn wasn’t sure she wanted to ask any questions. What if they weren’t well-received and R’nya went back to his usual ways of being stoic and somewhat mysterious by not giving away anything about himself? In truth, she knew she was actually just afraid of the answers she might receive, assuming they wouldn’t be what she hoped for. Maybe it was best not to know the truth to some things, after all, she was doing just fine living in her fantasy world and believing what she wanted for how things were and would hopefully continue to be.
Then again, the unknown could be a scary thing and despite her optimism and determination to continue as she was, Rhaedalyn knew that it would always slowly eat away at her until she became paranoid or exploded from self-induced stress. She had to ask the questions now while she had R’nya more or less pinned down thanks to the way she was curled up against him and while he was in a seemingly good mood. Although he did have a rough day so perhaps it wasn’t the best time after all?
There she went trying to talk herself out of it again! She had to do it. She had to know. Just ask your questions, child. You’re making me dizzy with all the circles you’re talking yourself into, given the annoyance in her dragon’s voice, Rhaedalyn knew she had better just speak her mind and suffer whatever consequence fell upon her. Not that she really thought there’d be anything major. R’nya put up with a lot of her quirks and likely found her annoying with past questions or activities he was dragged on but there was still a chance this could be the moment that broke everything. You’re doing it again.
Rhaedalyn bit her lip, mostly to keep from sighing as she knew Aradissicath was right and she had to just get it over with. Although, she still had a chance to back away from the entire thing and simply ask R’nya if he wanted a soothing evening tea. He’d never have to know what was on her mind. No! She was going to do this, she had to know so suspicions could be put to rest and she could figure out a few more things in her head, and move on accordingly.
“Why did you pick me for your Weyrwoman? Why not Kally or Ameris?” Her voice held strong in finally asking her question though now that the words were out, Rhaedalyn wanted to curl up and hide. She had her suspicions and even fears about the reason but she had to know from the man himself.
Then again, the unknown could be a scary thing and despite her optimism and determination to continue as she was, Rhaedalyn knew that it would always slowly eat away at her until she became paranoid or exploded from self-induced stress. She had to ask the questions now while she had R’nya more or less pinned down thanks to the way she was curled up against him and while he was in a seemingly good mood. Although he did have a rough day so perhaps it wasn’t the best time after all?
There she went trying to talk herself out of it again! She had to do it. She had to know. Just ask your questions, child. You’re making me dizzy with all the circles you’re talking yourself into, given the annoyance in her dragon’s voice, Rhaedalyn knew she had better just speak her mind and suffer whatever consequence fell upon her. Not that she really thought there’d be anything major. R’nya put up with a lot of her quirks and likely found her annoying with past questions or activities he was dragged on but there was still a chance this could be the moment that broke everything. You’re doing it again.
Rhaedalyn bit her lip, mostly to keep from sighing as she knew Aradissicath was right and she had to just get it over with. Although, she still had a chance to back away from the entire thing and simply ask R’nya if he wanted a soothing evening tea. He’d never have to know what was on her mind. No! She was going to do this, she had to know so suspicions could be put to rest and she could figure out a few more things in her head, and move on accordingly.
“Why did you pick me for your Weyrwoman? Why not Kally or Ameris?” Her voice held strong in finally asking her question though now that the words were out, Rhaedalyn wanted to curl up and hide. She had her suspicions and even fears about the reason but she had to know from the man himself.