27.Oct.16, 03:51 PM
Rhaedalyn has been avoiding me.
I don't even know why or perhaps I don't want to think about it.
After all, I'm no longer alone in my head anymore...if I'm honest that is the most wonderfully frightening thing that has happened to me since I've come here. I'd given up believing I'd Impress any of these dragons and then suddenly there was the voice in my head.
Okalinath that is her name and she is amazing.
Still, I want to share this with Rhaedalyn and I can't. I went to speak with her this morning and she blanked me for a solid minute before saying she was busy and to come back later. I think...
I want things to be the same but perhaps Okalinath changes it all. Do I want that?
It's taken me so long to finally come to an understanding and accept some kind of place here at Katila and I'm afraid of what all of this is going to mean for me and those I care most about. At least I can hope that Rhaedalyn will come around - right?
I don't want to go back to crying myself to sleep each night.
I don't even know why or perhaps I don't want to think about it.
After all, I'm no longer alone in my head anymore...if I'm honest that is the most wonderfully frightening thing that has happened to me since I've come here. I'd given up believing I'd Impress any of these dragons and then suddenly there was the voice in my head.
Okalinath that is her name and she is amazing.
Still, I want to share this with Rhaedalyn and I can't. I went to speak with her this morning and she blanked me for a solid minute before saying she was busy and to come back later. I think...
I want things to be the same but perhaps Okalinath changes it all. Do I want that?
It's taken me so long to finally come to an understanding and accept some kind of place here at Katila and I'm afraid of what all of this is going to mean for me and those I care most about. At least I can hope that Rhaedalyn will come around - right?
I don't want to go back to crying myself to sleep each night.