10.Sep.13, 07:44 PM
"After being gone so long I expect even if my husband survived, he wouldn't know what happened to me. I am sure he would have moved on by now." The thought of Fosorcim marrying somebody else after over a turn or two of no word from her or even any sign of what happened to her was painful. She had grown to love the man in all his gruffness but very passionate nature and she did miss him. Withdrawing into herself most of the time she was at Katila made it easier to deal with the thought of her loss. For months she struggled knowing her husband was lying on a bed, dying waiting for her to return with a Healer only to never see her again. Now she knew there wasn't anything she could have done. The dragonrider who caught her was very strong and once in the air, she would have been insane to continue to fight his grip. Did she scream? Arddra couldn't even remember. Shivering at the memories she pushed them away. Trelanvor was right, she needed to let go and move on, Casa too expressed as much.
As T'lian told her about the limitations of firelizards she discarded the idea she had in mind. If firelizards wouldn't want to go to somebody they didn't know, even if they made the trip Between fine, it wouldn't be of any use if they just flew around and returned. Or worse, never came back. Even if she did get one to deliver a message to her mother or sister, would the firelizard even stick around to get a reply? No, T'lian was right, it was to risky.
"I understand, it was just a thought. I expect if it was possible somebody would have tried it by now." Arddra sighed. She hated not being able to contact home, she probably wouldn't return home for good as now she was better off continuing to stand at hatchings to get the one special gold just for her.
"Thank you for listening T'lian and giving your best opinion on what little details I remember on my husband's chances of survival. I think it is time I focus on my future now and not stay stuck in the past. Good day T'lian, it was nice to talk to somebody from Fort." Arddra turned to go, deciding she had taken more than enough of T'lian's time.
As T'lian told her about the limitations of firelizards she discarded the idea she had in mind. If firelizards wouldn't want to go to somebody they didn't know, even if they made the trip Between fine, it wouldn't be of any use if they just flew around and returned. Or worse, never came back. Even if she did get one to deliver a message to her mother or sister, would the firelizard even stick around to get a reply? No, T'lian was right, it was to risky.
"I understand, it was just a thought. I expect if it was possible somebody would have tried it by now." Arddra sighed. She hated not being able to contact home, she probably wouldn't return home for good as now she was better off continuing to stand at hatchings to get the one special gold just for her.
"Thank you for listening T'lian and giving your best opinion on what little details I remember on my husband's chances of survival. I think it is time I focus on my future now and not stay stuck in the past. Good day T'lian, it was nice to talk to somebody from Fort." Arddra turned to go, deciding she had taken more than enough of T'lian's time.