03.Mar.12, 01:15 AM
N'gelt's alcohol-hazed mind was slowly clearing with the gravity of the situation, though perhaps not as quickly as one would hope for. I'shan's body curled against him stirred a great deal of lust which he expressed by running a hand over the Bluerider's shoulder, though it could be perceived as being a comfort instead. He could feel I'shan's tenseness against him, his worry permeating the haze in his mind. I'shan's words struck home, his first instinct was to agree with him, that pissing him off was a terrible idea. But would he hurt I'shan? He frowned lightly as the realisation struck him.
"I would never hurt you," he murmured. It had been a long time since he had known he could never hurt someone. Further thought would reveal he hadn't felt that way since he Impressed Saquith, even his past relationships couldn't claim such a strong statement. I'shan's squeeze of his body made N'gelt purr deeply, despite the shudder that followed it. Gently he trailed his fingers up and down I'shan's arm absentmindedly, his mind wandering about in a daze.
"Why did you leave?" He asked after a long span of silence. Even if he had been completely sober, N'gelt wasn't exactly top of the class when it came to emotions and understanding them. He was at a complete loss as to why I'shan had vanished after he'd punched R'nd, in fact he didn't even contemplate the thought that it had been his violence that had caused his lover's freak out.
"I would never hurt you," he murmured. It had been a long time since he had known he could never hurt someone. Further thought would reveal he hadn't felt that way since he Impressed Saquith, even his past relationships couldn't claim such a strong statement. I'shan's squeeze of his body made N'gelt purr deeply, despite the shudder that followed it. Gently he trailed his fingers up and down I'shan's arm absentmindedly, his mind wandering about in a daze.
"Why did you leave?" He asked after a long span of silence. Even if he had been completely sober, N'gelt wasn't exactly top of the class when it came to emotions and understanding them. He was at a complete loss as to why I'shan had vanished after he'd punched R'nd, in fact he didn't even contemplate the thought that it had been his violence that had caused his lover's freak out.