28.Jan.13, 09:59 PM
This was it.
Today was the day she was going to follow Indivara’s advice and ask one of her recommended blueriders to assist in her little issue of being a virgin. Rhaedalyn didn’t really see the fault in still hanging onto her virginity despite being twenty-three since she was still unwed and wanted to be pure for her husband but things had changed. Her life had taken a drastic turn when a dragon swooped in and spirited her away to a land she hadn’t known existed with people living in hiding to protect their dragons and repopulate the species. It had been confusing and even upsetting for a while but she had learned to adapt because what else could she really do? There wasn’t a chance of going back and even if her parents had found her the perfect match, Rhaedalyn wondered if they would still marry her off or if her betrothed would still want her after such an adventure.
While having sex with someone she didn’t love seemed so wrong to her mind that had been trained by Holders, Rhaedalyn could also see B’jin’s concern in the matter. Flights could be rough and a virgin wasn’t going to enjoy herself with that added trauma of it being her first time with a man. Still, she didn’t like having to ask someone to help her out. Maybe there were better options. She could have set up dates with men and during a nice dinner and drink tried to seduce him to bed. That would have been funny to anyone watching since Rhaedalyn didn’t think she had it in her to sway her hips in such an inviting way like she had seen some of the female greenriders and older women doing.
After being rejected by R’nya and realising she was far too scared to ask anyone else, the idea of lingering about flight losers came to her. Of course that defeated the purpose and Indivara was kind enough to tell her she was an idiot for considering that and gave her the list of kind men to meet outside of flights. Yuhannam had been tracked down earlier in the day she had decided was perfect for a life-changing event but they were both so shy and found the subject awkward despite the man being a bluerider that was getting used to chasing after tail. Rhaedalyn had quickly apologised and thanked him for his time but didn’t expect Yuhannam to answer or to worry about it. He was sweet but it hadn’t gone well at all and she couldn’t ask such a nice man to help like that.
She had two other names to consider though neither seemed like they would be too successful either. Still, she had to try! Muffin was given a huge hug before she let him go to fly above her head and she set out. While her wardrobe wasn’t exactly enticing, Rhaedalyn had carefully chosen a dress that dipped a bit lower in the neck to hint at what would be considered cleavage if she had larger breasts. Her hair had been partially pinned back so it was out of her face but still fell freely down her back as Rhaedalyn believed thanks to gossip that men loved to play with long hair. Indivara, however, said she had too much hair so there had been quite a bit of time spent on different hairstyles before compromising between wearing it down and up in a full runner’s tail by going with only half pulled up.
Thinking she had a better chance with R’nd given his wonderful reputation, she sought out the bluerider and was ridiculously thankful when she saw him leaving the kitchens alone with a snack of some sort in hand. Approaching him in the Square wasn’t exactly the prime location of choice since anyone could walk by and hear but Rhaedalyn was pretty sure everyone already knew her cause through one means or another. “R’nd!” She called out to nab his attention before skipping over to him.
Today was the day she was going to follow Indivara’s advice and ask one of her recommended blueriders to assist in her little issue of being a virgin. Rhaedalyn didn’t really see the fault in still hanging onto her virginity despite being twenty-three since she was still unwed and wanted to be pure for her husband but things had changed. Her life had taken a drastic turn when a dragon swooped in and spirited her away to a land she hadn’t known existed with people living in hiding to protect their dragons and repopulate the species. It had been confusing and even upsetting for a while but she had learned to adapt because what else could she really do? There wasn’t a chance of going back and even if her parents had found her the perfect match, Rhaedalyn wondered if they would still marry her off or if her betrothed would still want her after such an adventure.
While having sex with someone she didn’t love seemed so wrong to her mind that had been trained by Holders, Rhaedalyn could also see B’jin’s concern in the matter. Flights could be rough and a virgin wasn’t going to enjoy herself with that added trauma of it being her first time with a man. Still, she didn’t like having to ask someone to help her out. Maybe there were better options. She could have set up dates with men and during a nice dinner and drink tried to seduce him to bed. That would have been funny to anyone watching since Rhaedalyn didn’t think she had it in her to sway her hips in such an inviting way like she had seen some of the female greenriders and older women doing.
After being rejected by R’nya and realising she was far too scared to ask anyone else, the idea of lingering about flight losers came to her. Of course that defeated the purpose and Indivara was kind enough to tell her she was an idiot for considering that and gave her the list of kind men to meet outside of flights. Yuhannam had been tracked down earlier in the day she had decided was perfect for a life-changing event but they were both so shy and found the subject awkward despite the man being a bluerider that was getting used to chasing after tail. Rhaedalyn had quickly apologised and thanked him for his time but didn’t expect Yuhannam to answer or to worry about it. He was sweet but it hadn’t gone well at all and she couldn’t ask such a nice man to help like that.
She had two other names to consider though neither seemed like they would be too successful either. Still, she had to try! Muffin was given a huge hug before she let him go to fly above her head and she set out. While her wardrobe wasn’t exactly enticing, Rhaedalyn had carefully chosen a dress that dipped a bit lower in the neck to hint at what would be considered cleavage if she had larger breasts. Her hair had been partially pinned back so it was out of her face but still fell freely down her back as Rhaedalyn believed thanks to gossip that men loved to play with long hair. Indivara, however, said she had too much hair so there had been quite a bit of time spent on different hairstyles before compromising between wearing it down and up in a full runner’s tail by going with only half pulled up.
Thinking she had a better chance with R’nd given his wonderful reputation, she sought out the bluerider and was ridiculously thankful when she saw him leaving the kitchens alone with a snack of some sort in hand. Approaching him in the Square wasn’t exactly the prime location of choice since anyone could walk by and hear but Rhaedalyn was pretty sure everyone already knew her cause through one means or another. “R’nd!” She called out to nab his attention before skipping over to him.