01.Jan.20, 03:45 PM
Ista Weyr 12-740
02.12.740
Arrived at Ista Weyr finally, Sprink was glad for the rest and their stables seem decent enough. Made a friend? Katiryn, seems very influential, got me a room with my own workspace! Small, but I don't have to share it, so that's nice. Told her I'd be staying long enough to watch her go to a dragon hatching in about a month. Almost forgot I don't have Caze around to go on a date with her, had to tone down the flirting.
12.12.740
T'ryn: Riding boots, dress boots, pants(!!!). Might do a vest too for the party.
Accidentally agreed to go with him as Cazan.
15.12.740
Got some riding strap research in with B'kit's help. Nice bluerider, dragon was still a baby. Got to help oil him.
16.12.740
Another guy hit on me, made me think something was off about my outfit. Nope, he was just gay.
17.12.740
Ran into N'reh while trying to find a bathroom, lucked out and he gave me a tour of the best more secluded and private bathrooms in the Weyr. He's a nice guy, very easy to talk to, have a good feeling about him. Seems trustworthy.
((What follows is a quickly sketched series of maps and notes to the bathrooms.))
21.12.740
Today my favorite customer slapped me in the face with his dick. What the fuck.
T'ryn didn't do it on purpose, but still. What. The. Fuck. How? I was there, I had an up close view of it all happening, I'm the one who got dick slapped, and I still am not sure how it happened. We were just trying to get his pants off!
Addendum: We were trying to get his pants off for a fitting, that's all.
28.12.740
((The handwriting is a bit shaky and sloppy in this entry))
Party was good, T'ryn's a gentleman, really made the pants look good. Interesting family too. Best party I've ever been to even if I drank a bit much.
29.12.740
((Much like the previous entry, the handwriting is sloppy, but also the ink strokes are much more frantic.))
What the fuck, oh fuck, what the fucking motherfuck did I do? Why did I the drink, it was the drink I know it was and I sucked his dick and we kissed and I don't know what's happening, and I liked it? going to try and talk to N'reh because who the fuck can I even trust with my head right now what the fuck.
((Further down there appears to be an addendum in clearer handwriting.)) Talked to N'reh, not sure how much that actually helped but decided to tell T'ryn. Fuck. He's probably going to hate me or something but it would be less trouble this way than if he finds out later some other way probably. And it would just kill me to keep lying to him about that if we kept
Breakfast tomorrow. I should try to get some work done and sleep.
30.12.740
Talk was good! Better than I could have hoped for. He's still going to visit, we're still going to fool around have food and fun on occasion, see how it goes. Not really sure what he wants, not sure what I want, not really sure if it matters. I'll end up married to some stranger eventually I'm sure, and everything I've heard about the folk in the Weyr seems to point more towards casual fun than anything else. Dragons make them sex fiends or something along those lines. Sex fiend might be a bit of a strong word for it though. More about having sex for fun with strangers? I don't think I understand it enough to explain it.
I am happy with how the day went though. I like him. So far I like the stuff we do as well. If I'm honest I didn't expect I would, I'm just glad he didn't suggest doing other things for now. There's something about his eyes that makes me want to agree to things.