13.Nov.12, 02:00 AM
Talian wasn't quite sure what he was doing. The young man had been on the road to habitual drunkenness when he was attacked by J'ver, but after the incident he was inclined to blame himself and the booze for the whole affair. His habit had diminished, and so had his tolerance. Now, dangerously intoxicated and dangerously confused, he found himself sinking into a more-passionate-than-intended kiss and settling more fully into Valerian's lap. Talian wasn't even quite sure why he'd kissed the man to begin with, but now it seemed like he couldn't get up?
Oh! Eri was holding him! How nice!
Talian settled into Val's lap and leaned into the bluerider's shoulder as he spoke. "I know you didn't mean to!" Talian said pitifully, trying to keep his tearful voice low to avoid frightening Eri away. Erisi never had taken well to tears, and Talian had hit the point where he no longer liked being caught crying.
The healer leaned forward, putting his mouth beside Val's ear. "....I wanted you for a long time, Val," he said, voice shaking. He clutched nervously onto the weyrling's arm.
"But I was scared. I'm still scared." And he was, but that didn't mean he didn't want to. He was confused, though. Confused and drunk. He felt like there was too much unresolved passion to ignore this moment that had crept up on him so. In his initial fear and shock, Talian might have recoiled and run away...but Eri had grabbed him, was holding him in place! Tal wiggled and found himself unable to move...or was it unwilling?
Well, the pair had him now, and they obviously wanted him. What harm could come of it? And would they be angry with him if he said no? It was just sex. Sex had no emotional meaning to the poor healer any more, but pleasing his friends meant more to him than anything else in the world. After a few long moments of indecision, he sank forward and lightly brushed his lips across the other side of Val's neck while allowing one of his hands to wander and clutch at Erisi's sash. Talian was confused, and part of him suspected that what he was doing was a mistake, but another part of him screamed that it was everything he'd ever wanted.
Oh! Eri was holding him! How nice!
Talian settled into Val's lap and leaned into the bluerider's shoulder as he spoke. "I know you didn't mean to!" Talian said pitifully, trying to keep his tearful voice low to avoid frightening Eri away. Erisi never had taken well to tears, and Talian had hit the point where he no longer liked being caught crying.
The healer leaned forward, putting his mouth beside Val's ear. "....I wanted you for a long time, Val," he said, voice shaking. He clutched nervously onto the weyrling's arm.
"But I was scared. I'm still scared." And he was, but that didn't mean he didn't want to. He was confused, though. Confused and drunk. He felt like there was too much unresolved passion to ignore this moment that had crept up on him so. In his initial fear and shock, Talian might have recoiled and run away...but Eri had grabbed him, was holding him in place! Tal wiggled and found himself unable to move...or was it unwilling?
Well, the pair had him now, and they obviously wanted him. What harm could come of it? And would they be angry with him if he said no? It was just sex. Sex had no emotional meaning to the poor healer any more, but pleasing his friends meant more to him than anything else in the world. After a few long moments of indecision, he sank forward and lightly brushed his lips across the other side of Val's neck while allowing one of his hands to wander and clutch at Erisi's sash. Talian was confused, and part of him suspected that what he was doing was a mistake, but another part of him screamed that it was everything he'd ever wanted.