04.Mar.21, 03:53 AM
"I love you, too," R'nd replied, finding it easier to say the words each time they wanted out. It had scared him once as he had it in his head that everyone he loved vanished from his life in one way or another--a fact B'jin had proved a few times over the years. R'nd realised years ago that he was afraid of love because he loved too deeply and the pain of loss was devastating. The last time B'jin had left and spent days with D'hys had nearly broken him and their relationship. R'nd had been close to ending it all, unable to worry if it would happen again or what he meant to the greenrider. But he'd given it one more chance and his mate seemed happier than he had been in a long while and it gave R'nd hope.
A hope that he expressed with gentle kisses as he took the lead to switch who was actually being pampered. B'jin setting up such a romantic atmosphere and showing his feelings so openly was wonderful but R'nd much preferred being the one to spoil someone. He didn't even tell people his birthday to avoid gifts and well wishes. He was happier making others feel special.
He continued with the gentle caressing, drawing out their playing while still mostly clothed. There was something about the way they moved against each other with fabric still in the way that excited the bluerider. It was like a slow burn that took its time before becoming a raging passion. That was what this night called for. Everything was set up perfectly for that build up and R'nd intended to take his time pleasuring and enjoying his mate.
A hope that he expressed with gentle kisses as he took the lead to switch who was actually being pampered. B'jin setting up such a romantic atmosphere and showing his feelings so openly was wonderful but R'nd much preferred being the one to spoil someone. He didn't even tell people his birthday to avoid gifts and well wishes. He was happier making others feel special.
He continued with the gentle caressing, drawing out their playing while still mostly clothed. There was something about the way they moved against each other with fabric still in the way that excited the bluerider. It was like a slow burn that took its time before becoming a raging passion. That was what this night called for. Everything was set up perfectly for that build up and R'nd intended to take his time pleasuring and enjoying his mate.