02.Jan.19, 12:30 PM
Mylorah nodded at F’drel, pleased that he sort of saw it like she did, though his view was pessimistic. “Definitely lower. If you’re hooking up just for fun and you both know that going in, then you can’t hurt any feelings when they’re with someone else. Friends with benefits is really the only way to go.” She kind of forgot that F’drel was Hold bred and momentarily wondered if that was why he suddenly seemed a bit awkward with the conversation. Weren’t they taught to save themselves and be married by her age?
Maybe he was thinking about her attractive friends comment. Was he attracted to her? She certainly found him appealing and if he suddenly leaned over to kiss her or asked her to meet at his weyr that night, she’d go for it. As it was, though, he seemed a bit skittish and Mylorah had already decided not to spook him by making any advancements. Not much seemed to fluster F’drel but maybe thinking about her naked did and she was okay with that!
Then again, it was probably his upbringing clashing with his new life. She was suddenly nervous that he thought less of her for being such a free spirit in general but specifically with sex. Sinking into herself a bit, Mylorah turned on the bench to completely face F’drel, folding her legs up as she did so. She studied him a moment longer, wondering if she really wanted to know the answer to the question on her mind and figured it was best given their topic of secrets and hurt feelings. “F’drel? How do you see me? Do you think less of me for not having a steady partner? Mimi and I already decided I’d be a horrible Holder, but would Holders think I’m horrible the way I am?” She gave a wave to her low cut dress that barely touched her knees when standing, though she didn’t elaborate on her preferred down-time activities, figuring they spoke loud enough on their own.
Maybe he was thinking about her attractive friends comment. Was he attracted to her? She certainly found him appealing and if he suddenly leaned over to kiss her or asked her to meet at his weyr that night, she’d go for it. As it was, though, he seemed a bit skittish and Mylorah had already decided not to spook him by making any advancements. Not much seemed to fluster F’drel but maybe thinking about her naked did and she was okay with that!
Then again, it was probably his upbringing clashing with his new life. She was suddenly nervous that he thought less of her for being such a free spirit in general but specifically with sex. Sinking into herself a bit, Mylorah turned on the bench to completely face F’drel, folding her legs up as she did so. She studied him a moment longer, wondering if she really wanted to know the answer to the question on her mind and figured it was best given their topic of secrets and hurt feelings. “F’drel? How do you see me? Do you think less of me for not having a steady partner? Mimi and I already decided I’d be a horrible Holder, but would Holders think I’m horrible the way I am?” She gave a wave to her low cut dress that barely touched her knees when standing, though she didn’t elaborate on her preferred down-time activities, figuring they spoke loud enough on their own.