28.Nov.16, 12:41 PM
Rhaedalyn let R’nya take his time in his exploration and enjoyed where it led. Her forwardness of earlier had vanished as she became timid again, not wanting to do anything that wouldn’t please R’nya in return, making only tentative movements until it seemed like it would be appreciated. They had had several encounters over the years thanks to flights so there was still some memory of what the bronzerider seemed to like but Rhaedalyn almost preferred to be a bit selfish that evening and let R’nya lavish her in attention and learn what she desired outside of simply his touch. There was a vague sense of guilt for the level of selfishness she was partaking in but it still didn’t stop her.
When finally Rhaedalyn found herself curled up against R’nya again some time later, she was nearly purring with satisfaction and felt like she could sleep for days. She had no idea how much time had passed and Aradissicath was keeping silent on anything she knew that might be happening outside of their home including the hour and any gossip flying around after the flight. All that Rhaedalyn knew was that her girls would be looked after until she was able to gather them back up and return to lavishing them with love and affection, something R’nya was currently receiving.
It was odd to feel so happy again after having her heart and trust broken by Z’ia but she was slowly starting to come around to it again. Rhaedalyn knew she had drawn back into herself after the day she was so easily tossed aside by that particular bluerider and she knew she had even pulled away a bit from R’nya in the process without meaning to. In a way, she didn’t want to become reliant on him but the fear he would hurt her like Z’ia had was always in the back of her mind. Now, the fear was still there but further back, as she knew the bronzerider was a good man that went out of his way for not only her but their daughter and adoptive daughter. The fact that R’nya looked after Varlea as if she were of his blood was what reminded Rhaedalyn about exactly the type of man she called friend was.
“Ren?” It was a quietly asked question to see if R’nya was still awake as she didn’t want to disturb him while random realizations bounced around in her head and started to form questions. She was always full of questions but didn’t always ask them as it never seemed to be the right time or place or her confidence waned and Rhaedalyn feared being mocked or ignored. But in that moment, it felt like it might be right to ask some, assuming she wasn’t talking to herself. As she waited for confirmation one way or the other, she reached down to pull the blanket up over them both. It wasn’t done out of feeling chilly or even modesty but because snuggling under a blanket was a cozy comfort to her and she wanted to fully enjoy her time with R’nya.
When finally Rhaedalyn found herself curled up against R’nya again some time later, she was nearly purring with satisfaction and felt like she could sleep for days. She had no idea how much time had passed and Aradissicath was keeping silent on anything she knew that might be happening outside of their home including the hour and any gossip flying around after the flight. All that Rhaedalyn knew was that her girls would be looked after until she was able to gather them back up and return to lavishing them with love and affection, something R’nya was currently receiving.
It was odd to feel so happy again after having her heart and trust broken by Z’ia but she was slowly starting to come around to it again. Rhaedalyn knew she had drawn back into herself after the day she was so easily tossed aside by that particular bluerider and she knew she had even pulled away a bit from R’nya in the process without meaning to. In a way, she didn’t want to become reliant on him but the fear he would hurt her like Z’ia had was always in the back of her mind. Now, the fear was still there but further back, as she knew the bronzerider was a good man that went out of his way for not only her but their daughter and adoptive daughter. The fact that R’nya looked after Varlea as if she were of his blood was what reminded Rhaedalyn about exactly the type of man she called friend was.
“Ren?” It was a quietly asked question to see if R’nya was still awake as she didn’t want to disturb him while random realizations bounced around in her head and started to form questions. She was always full of questions but didn’t always ask them as it never seemed to be the right time or place or her confidence waned and Rhaedalyn feared being mocked or ignored. But in that moment, it felt like it might be right to ask some, assuming she wasn’t talking to herself. As she waited for confirmation one way or the other, she reached down to pull the blanket up over them both. It wasn’t done out of feeling chilly or even modesty but because snuggling under a blanket was a cozy comfort to her and she wanted to fully enjoy her time with R’nya.