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12.Jan.13, 02:14 AM
“Thank you for understanding me so well. You may understand me better than I do.” R’nd smiled, almost ashamed that he didn’t know what he wanted or why he wanted it. What he had with B’jin seemed right but knowing how his lover viewed him and their relationship did ease a lot of tension that sometimes cropped up when he was around some people. R’nd couldn’t say if he would sleep with old flings or new friends like he once had but at least now he knew he wouldn’t be seen as a horrible monster in those beautiful brown eyes. Holding B’jin close, R’nd closed his eyes with a quiet and content sigh. He was glad he confessed and they had their talk, even if other surprising details came to light. As to his habit, those details were quickly shoved aside before he hyperventilated and scared B’jin all over again.
As he was about to inch happily into the comfortable silence between them, B’jin mentioned what he thought they were going to talk about. R’nd laughed lightly at B’jin thinking all the pacing and fear he had done was over Rell passing away. He loved the little guy but he would have been far more composed over delivering that news given B’jin’s fairly cool attitude towards firelizards. It was a bit flattering though. If that was the only thing the greenrider could come up with that would make him worry so much, did that mean B’jin regarded R’nd highly and had a hard time believing he could do something wrong? Whether or not it was true, R’nd’s spirits lifted all the more and he found a bit of his usual self once again as he kissed the top of B’jin’s head. “Maybe I only had him move so I could hold you close again,” he stopped short of mentioning how he wanted to tempt B’jin into wicked things, though, as he tried his hand at behaving again.
“And Ayyonth has been surprisingly kind in helping Rell understand when we want a little privacy. Five turns with him and I still can’t always figure him out.” R’nd winced a little at his topic, knowing his five turns with Ayyonth was nothing compared to B’jin and Larrikith’s bond. Not to mention the little fact that B’jin hadn’t wanted to Impress and likely understood his dragon even less than he did. “With how he’s always teasing me and playing pranks, I mean.” He was such an idiot. Ayyonth snorted but held off on actually agreeing which R’nd appreciated. He didn’t need another voice in his head right then telling him every single way he had messed up that evening. Enough, R’nd. You lost your way with words and you did look foolish with how you handled explaining your time with I’shan and the special words B’jin said to you but it’s done. You’re both still here and in each other’s arms. Who would want to tamper with this outcome? Even though Ayyonth was always his strongest supporter and motivated him to continue trying, R’nd found it especially nice to have his dragon’s vote of confidence when it came to B’jin. He supposed it was simply because Ayyonth had deemed himself Larrikith’s long ago and enjoyed having their humans on the page.
Ayyonth gently brushed against B’jin’s mind as a warning that he was there and wanted to speak to the man. He knew how unreceptive B’jin was to other dragons and that he often jumped and even got a little skittish when one tried to bespeak him but since Larrikith gave him permission and B’jin said he didn’t mind either, Ayyonth kept their conversations few and far between out of respect unless he was spoken to first. This time, however, he had to add his opinion on the whole matter. Thank you for loving R’nd. As gently as he appeared, Ayyonth withdrew. He could have said the feelings were mutual and R’nd would one day say the words in return or explain the reasoning behind the gratitude but he didn’t want to give away all the secrets that easily.
As he was about to inch happily into the comfortable silence between them, B’jin mentioned what he thought they were going to talk about. R’nd laughed lightly at B’jin thinking all the pacing and fear he had done was over Rell passing away. He loved the little guy but he would have been far more composed over delivering that news given B’jin’s fairly cool attitude towards firelizards. It was a bit flattering though. If that was the only thing the greenrider could come up with that would make him worry so much, did that mean B’jin regarded R’nd highly and had a hard time believing he could do something wrong? Whether or not it was true, R’nd’s spirits lifted all the more and he found a bit of his usual self once again as he kissed the top of B’jin’s head. “Maybe I only had him move so I could hold you close again,” he stopped short of mentioning how he wanted to tempt B’jin into wicked things, though, as he tried his hand at behaving again.
“And Ayyonth has been surprisingly kind in helping Rell understand when we want a little privacy. Five turns with him and I still can’t always figure him out.” R’nd winced a little at his topic, knowing his five turns with Ayyonth was nothing compared to B’jin and Larrikith’s bond. Not to mention the little fact that B’jin hadn’t wanted to Impress and likely understood his dragon even less than he did. “With how he’s always teasing me and playing pranks, I mean.” He was such an idiot. Ayyonth snorted but held off on actually agreeing which R’nd appreciated. He didn’t need another voice in his head right then telling him every single way he had messed up that evening. Enough, R’nd. You lost your way with words and you did look foolish with how you handled explaining your time with I’shan and the special words B’jin said to you but it’s done. You’re both still here and in each other’s arms. Who would want to tamper with this outcome? Even though Ayyonth was always his strongest supporter and motivated him to continue trying, R’nd found it especially nice to have his dragon’s vote of confidence when it came to B’jin. He supposed it was simply because Ayyonth had deemed himself Larrikith’s long ago and enjoyed having their humans on the page.
Ayyonth gently brushed against B’jin’s mind as a warning that he was there and wanted to speak to the man. He knew how unreceptive B’jin was to other dragons and that he often jumped and even got a little skittish when one tried to bespeak him but since Larrikith gave him permission and B’jin said he didn’t mind either, Ayyonth kept their conversations few and far between out of respect unless he was spoken to first. This time, however, he had to add his opinion on the whole matter. Thank you for loving R’nd. As gently as he appeared, Ayyonth withdrew. He could have said the feelings were mutual and R’nd would one day say the words in return or explain the reasoning behind the gratitude but he didn’t want to give away all the secrets that easily.
