06.Aug.22, 12:38 PM
You're very good at putting your foot in your mouth
D'sen could have expired on the spot when A'mos started getting huffy about the words the bronzerider was saying. He hadn't meant to offend him and had only tried to make him see reason but somehow, D'sen had pissed the greenrider off enough that the other man was pulling away from him to flop on his back.
D'sen didn't try to keep him where he didn't want to be, no matter how much he wanted to tuck him back in against his chest. "People are dumb," he muttered before quickly adding, "And by people I mean me." He was stupid, he could have explored all the swirls and butterflies and weird sensations waking up next to the male greenrider had brought on but he'd managed to ruin everything. Like he always did.
"Listen," he started a little louder, "I want you but I don't know how to feel about it. Spent my whole ass life getting the shit kicked out of me for things my dad didn't agree with, it wasn't expected of me only for my brother. It's all mixed up and confusing and fuck it." He groaned lightly at the sudden confession he was making. He hadn't meant to blurt all that out but he had and he couldn't take any of it back.
D'sen could have expired on the spot when A'mos started getting huffy about the words the bronzerider was saying. He hadn't meant to offend him and had only tried to make him see reason but somehow, D'sen had pissed the greenrider off enough that the other man was pulling away from him to flop on his back.
D'sen didn't try to keep him where he didn't want to be, no matter how much he wanted to tuck him back in against his chest. "People are dumb," he muttered before quickly adding, "And by people I mean me." He was stupid, he could have explored all the swirls and butterflies and weird sensations waking up next to the male greenrider had brought on but he'd managed to ruin everything. Like he always did.
"Listen," he started a little louder, "I want you but I don't know how to feel about it. Spent my whole ass life getting the shit kicked out of me for things my dad didn't agree with, it wasn't expected of me only for my brother. It's all mixed up and confusing and fuck it." He groaned lightly at the sudden confession he was making. He hadn't meant to blurt all that out but he had and he couldn't take any of it back.