05.Aug.22, 01:32 AM
743.07.24
Shit. I forgot about this little guy. Almost didn't get him food in time. I should have given him away to someone else but I just couldn't think about anything. Still can't.
743.08.01
I feel bad for Tibs. He deserves to have someone who can care about him and love him properly. I'm pretty sure he keeps thinking he did something wrong because every time I think about why I wanted him...
743.08.02 03
Tiber had to send me to the hatching because I'm a shit brother. I heard the humming, I knew what was happening, I was just lying here with Tibs. I'm glad Tiber made me go. I got to watch Mylo impress her gold. I couldn't bring myself to stay and watch the others though, and even if they didn't get dragons I still feel like I abandoned them.
I cried for the first time since Wes died. I'm still crying. I'm so tired. I'll ask for a different weyr tomorrow. I can't go back... I went in to get something and I kept staring at the spot where I found her until Tibs bit me. I probably deserved that too.
Maybe I'll go to the party. Apologize to my siblings for abandoning them. I don't know yet.
Shit. I forgot about this little guy. Almost didn't get him food in time. I should have given him away to someone else but I just couldn't think about anything. Still can't.
743.08.01
I feel bad for Tibs. He deserves to have someone who can care about him and love him properly. I'm pretty sure he keeps thinking he did something wrong because every time I think about why I wanted him...
743.08.02 03
Tiber had to send me to the hatching because I'm a shit brother. I heard the humming, I knew what was happening, I was just lying here with Tibs. I'm glad Tiber made me go. I got to watch Mylo impress her gold. I couldn't bring myself to stay and watch the others though, and even if they didn't get dragons I still feel like I abandoned them.
I cried for the first time since Wes died. I'm still crying. I'm so tired. I'll ask for a different weyr tomorrow. I can't go back... I went in to get something and I kept staring at the spot where I found her until Tibs bit me. I probably deserved that too.
Maybe I'll go to the party. Apologize to my siblings for abandoning them. I don't know yet.