11.Dec.20, 07:50 PM
It was always so wonderful when T'ryn visited. At some point Cazan had thought she would get used to this, that her heart wouldn't give a happy little flutter every time she settled in next to her boyfriend to cuddle, but even now it still did as she took a long soothing sip of her tea and leaned against him. She took a long deep breath to try to steady her nerves before setting her drink down on the little table. At least he was here now. As long as T'ryn was there he'd help her figure something out. He was just so good and kind and wonderful in every way, he'd even brought cookies and fruit! She didn't deserve him.
And that was why for a brief moment she hated him as she scowled and hissed under her breath. "You're too nice... now I'll eat all the cookies in one sitting as soon as my stomach feels up for it and then I'll really be sick." She wrapped her arms around him and buried her face against him for a moment so that she could quietly seethe. "If you were less wonderful I wouldn't be so worried about you leaving because I'm getting fat."
Even in her unreasonable state Cazan knew she wasn't making much sense. Malvayth's confusion was helping to throw that into perspective at least. Cazan thought about it and realized she shouldn't be upset with T'ryn because he was wonderful. She should be upset with him because he had put a terrifying thing inside of her. Which... she had actively and enthusiastically participated in. She sighed. "I finally saw a healer... because Helyna was being a terrible-" no that wasn't fair, she thought to herself in a moment of clarity, "good friend. Terrible and good at the same time. I'm probably going to be sick for a while longer, and I'm definitely going to get fatter. And I'm scared and I don't want you to go."
And that was why for a brief moment she hated him as she scowled and hissed under her breath. "You're too nice... now I'll eat all the cookies in one sitting as soon as my stomach feels up for it and then I'll really be sick." She wrapped her arms around him and buried her face against him for a moment so that she could quietly seethe. "If you were less wonderful I wouldn't be so worried about you leaving because I'm getting fat."
Even in her unreasonable state Cazan knew she wasn't making much sense. Malvayth's confusion was helping to throw that into perspective at least. Cazan thought about it and realized she shouldn't be upset with T'ryn because he was wonderful. She should be upset with him because he had put a terrifying thing inside of her. Which... she had actively and enthusiastically participated in. She sighed. "I finally saw a healer... because Helyna was being a terrible-" no that wasn't fair, she thought to herself in a moment of clarity, "good friend. Terrible and good at the same time. I'm probably going to be sick for a while longer, and I'm definitely going to get fatter. And I'm scared and I don't want you to go."