01.Nov.16, 06:48 AM
She'd seen other people who were far more capable of having a conversation with someone, even from a point of knowing next to nothing about the other person at the beginning. Kahleena had experienced a degree of envy when it came to witnessing though were in possession of those skills; it was not an achievement she was ever going to reach.
That had been something which Kahleena had eventually been able to handle and put aside. Putting away the rather immature feelings of jealously had allowed her to recognise the strengths which she did actually possess as an individual "Oh? Occupied...oh-OH! Occupied; ummm I suppose that makes sense. I was heading for...well actually the kitchens wouldn't be a bad idea. I-I should see..." there were times when Kahleena almost managed to control her Holder-bred reactions to the idea of the open sexuality which existed as the norm through the whole Weyr.
While she was no longer as likely to stand up and scream her disgust there were times when it was simply impossible for her to not react in spite of her desire to avoid standing out so completely.
Prude. It is only sex the thought was more languid now as her gold settled down, her wings drawn close to her body and her eyes closing in a half-lidded fashion. Kahleena heartily wished she could be as quickly relaxed but she also loved that Okalinath saw it as her business, even motivated heavily by her own nosey curiosity and desire to be chatterbox, to come over and see what her rider was up to and lend the weight of physical presence to provide comfort.
"That is I planned on checking in there" Kahleena had a lot of hats to wear; a lot of places and people whom she needed to speak with and work alongside.
Usually it went well enough but hiccups were more common than she'd have liked to be the case, especially when it came to the time that Kahleena had to spend with the old goldrider who'd lost her dragon and now provided help - supposedly "What were you hoping to find snack-wise?" she asked, hoping it was at least moderately friendly to be that interested in his plans. Although it was equally true that Kahleena wouldn't object or be offended if he chose not to say anything at all "It always smells so good at this time of day" having always had a hearty appetite the chance to indulge was a welcome one.
That had been something which Kahleena had eventually been able to handle and put aside. Putting away the rather immature feelings of jealously had allowed her to recognise the strengths which she did actually possess as an individual "Oh? Occupied...oh-OH! Occupied; ummm I suppose that makes sense. I was heading for...well actually the kitchens wouldn't be a bad idea. I-I should see..." there were times when Kahleena almost managed to control her Holder-bred reactions to the idea of the open sexuality which existed as the norm through the whole Weyr.
While she was no longer as likely to stand up and scream her disgust there were times when it was simply impossible for her to not react in spite of her desire to avoid standing out so completely.
Prude. It is only sex the thought was more languid now as her gold settled down, her wings drawn close to her body and her eyes closing in a half-lidded fashion. Kahleena heartily wished she could be as quickly relaxed but she also loved that Okalinath saw it as her business, even motivated heavily by her own nosey curiosity and desire to be chatterbox, to come over and see what her rider was up to and lend the weight of physical presence to provide comfort.
"That is I planned on checking in there" Kahleena had a lot of hats to wear; a lot of places and people whom she needed to speak with and work alongside.
Usually it went well enough but hiccups were more common than she'd have liked to be the case, especially when it came to the time that Kahleena had to spend with the old goldrider who'd lost her dragon and now provided help - supposedly "What were you hoping to find snack-wise?" she asked, hoping it was at least moderately friendly to be that interested in his plans. Although it was equally true that Kahleena wouldn't object or be offended if he chose not to say anything at all "It always smells so good at this time of day" having always had a hearty appetite the chance to indulge was a welcome one.