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Lyrics and Sketches!~ - B'jin - 20.Jul.14 My name is Benjinamor and I am a glorious representation of all things artistic and musical~ Jinny Tidbits: 233 AL - B'jin - 27.Jul.14 22.06.233 AL Hey, B'jin What? Guess! What, Larri? Guess! You're a pain in my arse? Nope. Try again You're a pain in everyone's arse. Nope again What Larrikith? You turn fifty tomorrow! Hahahahahaha ... Hhahahaa are you crying?! Hahahaha you are! Hahahaha Fuck off and die Larrikith And miss you turning fifty?! Don't be stupid! I hate you. Hehehehe Re: Lyrics and Sketches!~ - B'jin - 27.Jul.14 DD.MM.YYY AL {Gotta dig it up xD} I... Um... ah... Larri? Yes, B'jin? What the fuck just happened? *cough* I believe that you told him you love him. Then you fucked like bunnies, and both pretended no heavy words were shared, and now you have both run as fast as you could in opposite directions while you pretend it didn't happen and try to cope with the fact that it did. Oh. Re: Lyrics and Sketches!~ - B'jin - 04.Aug.14 DD.MM.YYY AL He Impressed a Firelizard. What did I do to make him hate me? Re: Lyrics and Sketches!~ - B'jin - 21.May.15 DD.MM.YYY AL MY BOY GOT BRONZE! Re: Lyrics and Sketches!~ - B'jin - 21.May.15 21.01.236 AL I don't know how Par'a does it! Grith is flying at the moment - again! - I swear every time I turn around that green is literally in the sky. I thought it was bad with Larri flying every few months. How does Par'a cope with every other month? And she's getting so old! She must be nearly sixty now. How do the pair of them even have a sex drive any more?! You better hop you do when you're that old. And why is that? Because R'nd will only be forty when you're sixty. Just no Larri. Just no. Hahaha RE: Lyrics and Sketches!~ - B'jin - 21.Jun.21 21/06/742 I stopped counting how many days its been since I woke up. Stopped counting how many days its been since I was told I couldn't talk. Stopped counting how many days since I realised they were right. My voice is gone. There isn't much in this world I truly loved about myself, but my voice was probably it. It was what got me through life, and it was everything that was my life for so many years. Even after Larrikith tipped my world upsidedown, my voice was still there with me. I could still sing. I always knew singing was important to me, its who I am. I'm still surprised by how much I miss the ability to simply talk. If it was just my singing that had been taken, I think I could still survive. But its not. Its everything about me. My voice is gone, and I don't know how to ... I'm not me any more. I'm broken in a way no one else has been able to break me. I miss telling R'nd I love him. I miss exchanging quips with my son. My world has never been so silent. And the awkwardness of my friends and family doesn't help. The way they shield themselves. The way they censor themselves. I hate it. I hate it all. I don't feel like me, and I don't think I ever will again. what even is the point any more? Why bother? Everything is just too much. I don't want to get up in the morning; I don't want to do anything except sleep but Larrikith and R'nd won't let me. So I pretend to smile. I pretend everything is fine. Do the motions. Carry on. Smile. I would rather they had killed me. I don't want this life.